0171A: Oh The Feels

Today's one of those weird days when it feels like your emotional core is being dragged so many different ways that it's so not funny anymore. From trivial things like Twitter's new definition of blocking to be synonymous with muting and the announcement of a great company benefit leaving me feeling bad, it's definitely been strange. Then you throw in the big ball of emotional complexities that is family and a looming spur-of-the-moment dinner for relatives who are in town and I'm feeling a wee bit zonked.

Thankfully I managed get in touch with Tobie while he's at work and thus I was able to vent some of my frustrations (apart from my social media rants) and now I'm feeling a little better.

But on the whole, things are still good whether in terms of work, family or my life with Tobie. As much as there were things to be somewhat sad about, on the whole there's a lot more good really. And I just need to focus on that and keep moving forward and never letting go of the belief that one day, everything will be alright and my efforts to be a good person will pay off in the end.

Let's face it - without hope, then all would be lost without us even trying to fight.